The Under and The Over

Lately I've been feeling abandoned. I've been feeling crowded. I've been feeling found out. I've been feeling lost. I've been feeling over. I've been feeling under. I've been feeling scared. I've been feeling strong. I've been feeling left behind. I've been feeling followed around. The over and under of being whelmed.

Been spending money like we have it. Been controlled. Been unhinged. Been animated. Been catatonic. Been giving like there's something there. Been looking in the mirror for imperfections. Been finding that's all I have. Been spending my days with solitaire. Been losing more than winning. Been spending my days listening to passionate folk music. Been bawling my eyes out. Been failing. Been floating. Been longing. Been hoping. Been starving. Been broken. Been full and falling. Been waiting for home to come home.

The under and over of whelmed.