This May Sound Terrible But...

I'm getting a little bit tired of this guilty sinking feeling that has seems to follow me, looming like a cloud all for one reason...

.The colour of my skin.

I am not in anyway racist nor do I discriminate or think less of people that are different than me. So I found out that I am not to be afforded that privilege in return. If you've read my profile you know that more than anything I want to be a journalist. While I was at my local library the other day I picked up a "Together" magazine. It preports itself to be an effort to encourage multiculturalism in my community. So I wanted to get involved. Today I had the displeasure of meeting the people who run the show. Who told me, after many sideways glances, that my services would not be needed. They used a lot of big words and quite masterfully slung their bullshit but it seems as though I was excluded for one reason. One because I'm WHITE!!!


Once again hypocrisy rears its ugly head and once again I am left with the short end of yet another stick. This time I am very close to the end of my rope.